yea. thanks guys. i’m finally legal. 18. thanks man for all the celebration & gifts. i really thank God for friends like you guys. the club, the dinners, the cakes, the laughters, the time spent. thanks.

i really don’t know what to say to you.

i’ve really tried. really tried very hard.

i felt stupid. very stupid.

feeling upset & sucky on my birthday just for you.

are you worth so much?

it’s not becoz of you, but it’s my fault.

all along it’s always my fault.

i thought i am someone very strong,

but afterall,

i felt the weakest and stupidest out of all.

i am trying to be cold towards you.

i thought of deleting your number.

i thought of deleting you from my msn fb and everything.

but i know i jus cant do it.

i feel like shouting at you.

but i know

i know

i cant.

why am i so stupid.