I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I’ve been waiting so long
Nothing’s gonna tear us apart

i don’t know why, but i am listening to this song a lot now. it’s not very ‘in’ now. but i feel that this song is really meaningful to a certain extend. i remember this is the famous ‘graduation’  kind of song.  or it’s the wedding kind of song. but i really find it meaningful…

on the other note, WELCOME 2009! i think for me, yr2008 really jus flew past so quickly. but i think looking back at 2008, i think i traveled alot. i love traveling, and it’s my hobby, but it’s a really expensive hobby. i want to go back to bintan & hk for yr2009 for sure! anyone keen?

 

cheers,

kev

i really don’t know what to say to you.

i’ve really tried. really tried very hard.

i felt stupid. very stupid.

feeling upset & sucky on my birthday just for you.

are you worth so much?

it’s not becoz of you, but it’s my fault.

all along it’s always my fault.

i thought i am someone very strong,

but afterall,

i felt the weakest and stupidest out of all.

i am trying to be cold towards you.

i thought of deleting your number.

i thought of deleting you from my msn fb and everything.

but i know i jus cant do it.

i feel like shouting at you.

but i know

i know

i cant.

why am i so stupid.

the party was good, food was good, pple was good. the venue was bad! it was so far in that there was no other way out other then taking a car!! sian.. oh, first time in my life i sat in a MINI-COOPER!!! one of dylon’s friend drove me out and he was driving a cooper! wow. i totally enjoyed the ride out man. it was an exciting experience. esp when he was a fast driver, i like the idea of the wind blowing against your face as the car is moving…

dylon's 19th

oh, anyway the theme for the party was colours. eh looking at the picture, yea we were all quite colourful lah. yea. =p

3cheers for the birthday boy.

hope you enjoyed your night.

MY 3WEEKS HOLIDAYS STARTS TODAY!!!

wah but they are crazy, the notes for the other 2papers are thick! compared to my other 3 papers, the notes to study and to memorize were not as thick. but but but i am sure i can do it. yes. i can do it!

eh i really really cannot wait for this week to be over.

i am going to watch SNOW WHITE tonight!!! my ‘mid-week R&R’ going with interesting and fun people so i more or less think it wld be enjoyable! esp when the drama is directed by Hossan Leong! i am expecting to laugh throughout the show man…

Once upon a time….there lived a …

i’ve taken out my camp bag to wipe and i’m going to start packing for my youth camp soon! i am quite excited abt it. but i’ve decided, since i am in the committee, i wld be working very hard so i wld be bringing my pillow along so that i would be able to reward myself and to replenish my energy every night with a good rest. =)) yesss.

okay! i am going back to studying now and would enjoy my drama tonight….

SNNNOOWWWW WHHHITTTEEE.

“there we started dancing, then we started glancing..”

mst week seems to be passing by quite quickly… 5papers all in all and now 2 is down, and very soon all 5 would be over..

mst week is like quarantine week, almost everyone wld be mugging at home and we wld declare it the no-life week! the only life you can create is through facebook, msn or phone. it’s always in times like these that you reall enjoy those calls from people who you really want to catch up with but you cant. right xj?

i just had the funniest and most enjoyable call on my way back from sch today. it really helps to de-stress and make you feel better! yea… esp when you hav frens like xj who play along with you. =D rrrriggghttt ? xj so the deal is you take W and i would take E. and you would help me occupy W so that he won’t be able to catch E being with me. =D and that’s the deal! =D

yesssss! 3 more to go before it’s over.

christmas is coming…

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
Ill cross the stream – I have a dream

I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me

argg!! i was talking to gwen online. and she made me so high abt our law paper tmr. hahas. i cannot stop laughing. and in conclusion, i told her i would go club with her. =D

i don’t know why, but i am into Abba songs now.

i have a dream…

wahlau, almost the whole of today i had puffy eyes. since this morning i woke up at 5am to study until i go for my paper my eyes were still puffy, and had no choice but to put on my specs to sch, to help cover the damages done to my poor eyes.

5papers, 1down. bizlaw is on tmr. once after bizlaw is down, the rest are not as bad i think =) cheers! eh i am sort of looking forward to this coming weekend, finally the camp that we’ve been planning since april? june? is finally coming thru! the many long-longer-longestcommittee meetings and the brain-storming almost killed the whole committee! 200+ campers! yea, i’m sure everything wld be running smoothly!

camp-comm 2007

wow..looking back at our camp in 2007…we had alot alot of fun! from the committee, i really can see the different generations coming together to plan a camp for the youth church! =)

but for now.

what i need to do is…

STUDY FOR BIZLAW.

DID I TELL YOU GUYS HOW MUCH I LOVE BIZLAW.

IT’S ONE OF THE BEST MODULE ever invented.

all i want for Christmas is you…

I�m more than a bird…i�m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It�s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I�ll never see

It may sound absurd…but don�t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed…but won�t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It�s not easy to be me

Up, up and away…away from me
It�s all right…you can all sleep sound tonight
I�m not crazy…or anything…

I can�t stand to fly
I�m not that naive
Men weren�t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I�m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

I�m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I�m only a man
Looking for a dream

I�m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it�s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm…

Its not easy to be me

it started off with my FEB tutorial being canceled and it just makes my friday shorter and that really made my day man! i was quite happy. so i ended class early on friday! i was officially out of school at 2.30pm! =)

friday night:went down for ms marianne sim’s wedding rehearsal!!! this have been the wedding i’ve been looking forward to since like 3yrs back. i was reminded of those drama camps, and how bored we were, we would just sit down and talk…and since then i’ve been asking her when wld she be getting married! she is someone who i really looked up to, as a teacher, mentor, friend and she’ve been investing alot into my life as a teacher. =) she’s such a nice teacher. i can’t wait to see her in her beautiful wedding dress. even gus dunno how she would look, becoz they want to give each other a surprise on the actual day….how sweet. =D

after the rehearsal, i went to town to meet xj. wow. the x’mas lighting’s are up! i love the month of nov-dec. it’s just the holiday-feel and you just want to be happy and make merry! =D we went to cine and played arcade! we played basketball (stupid machine with only 2balls) and air-hockey and some lame lorry thing. but i thought it was quite fun! and before we went to e arcade we bumped into 1 person and 1grp of frens. wx have been longing to see these 2grps, but just that he’s just not fated! so he’s dead jealous of xj! =D

sat:the whole morning+afternoon spent with the kids at pasir ris. really didnt wanted to go. but after thinking and thinking. God shld provide us with a nice weather and he did. i planned the dirtiest game ever. we played the toufu banana game! but i think they all enjoyed themselves. at abt 5 i left church and decided and felt motivated to go home to clear my projects… and on e way home…i was listenning to my ipod..and it was all filled with clubbing songs….n as usual i was tempted. and i went.

it was crazy. i was quite sian at first due to some stupid reason. but i guess, it’s not worth it. life must still move on.

went home at 5am and church the next day.

aft church i had CC meeting…quite sian..but still, it’s my minstry. oh so sian. but… yea. OH exciting part. went to meet xj earlier and we went to shop and i bought something! =D then we went to hk cafe for dinner…and i met gary again. twice in a 2days. i was telling him over msn.. wth man. twice in 2days sounds a bit too much to handle. lols! hahas. 4 of us then went for e show….QUANTUM OF SOLACE…wow. i am quite amused by the show. i thought it was a show quite worth catching… 007.

oh i got dylon’s bday invitation. it was really really nicely done up! and i got a personal hand-written message from him somemore! naughty! =D the theme is colours..how colourful do you want us to be bday boy?

cheers to a wonderful weekend !

cheers to a great week ahead !

cheers to me getting on with life !

cheers to everyone !